One Week Left..

So here I am, sitting in my chair at my makeshift desk looking at my blogger countdown, realizing I only have one week left to be single. That's it. After that, I'll be married FOREVER. Which isn't a bad thing, it's just a really important, life-changing thing.
I wonder if this whole thing has really sunk in. I don't think it has. I mean, I think about it all the time, but I don't think it will really hit me until after. Which makes me wonder if I know what I'm getting myself into. I guess I can't really know since I've never done this before.
Oh gosh. It's scary to think that seven-ish nights from now my whole life will be different. DIFFERENT.
Get it into your head girl! I keep repeating that in my head to no avail. I just can't wrap my head around this. I think a huge reason is that I have been away from my betrothed and place where everything happened for too long. It all feels like a dream. None of this is really happening. I made it all up. I'm not really getting married. I'm not really in a relationship at all.
Oh but this is real! You had better figure that out fast, you dope! I am going to wake up, eat, sleep, live, and do everything with this person for the rest of my life. I am going to have to keep up a house/apartment, work, clean, fix dinner (yikes!), and do anything else necessary in a marriage. Oh my goodness. This isn't really happening.
Focus! Remember why you're doing this! Oh yeah. I absolutely love this guy. He adores me and treats me as his queen. He is the perfect next chpater in my "fairy tale". He makes everything make sense. He fills the gaps and holes that were in my life. He is my destiny. I know this is what I need to do. I still feel that feeling of peace when I wonder if this is the right choice.
Yes, being single is wonderful. I have only one last week to enjoy it. But my life is growing, and the only way to reach my full potiential is to take this step. I'm not scared. Why? I have prepared myself my whole life to take this next step. I have done everything I could to get ready mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. And I have a few really wonderful people to hold my hands the whole way through. Thank you Mom, thank you Nate, but most of all, thank you God.